Emo me

I feel like crap right now. Wanted to talk to some people today. I rang them today but I think that they were talking to each other at the time. I was gonna call again....but its too late now. My fault.

Its fucking shit that such small things can make me so depressed. I think its my teeneage hormones doing it although they should be reaching their level time.

I need to go out soon. I havnt seen anyone properly in weeks its making me fucking depressed. I wish that you weren't all so busy.... That you were all mine.........or that you all would chase after me like I chase after you. That leads me to this well known fact that I like most of you alot more than you like me. After all, I'm an annoying pest whose clingy and emotionaly dependent. I'd probably hate me if I had to put up with me.